He Gives and Takes Away

This is the news and it's very sad to me. Very sad. No need to deny the sorrow and grieving that is taking place on the earth today.

http://louxfamilyblog.com/

Derek Loux was not a personal friend of mine though I knew him as many others knew him; as an inspirational forerunner that trumpeted the Father's heart for the fatherless and oppressed wherever his feet took him. I have heard him speak a number of times and I would say that his message is so raw that it is almost before his time; very much like both his life and death. His exhortations haunt me as I follow the LORD in my own journey concerning the fatherless and what justice would look like for them. Honestly, it looks like a family. This is justice for the orphan and the widow; to be set in families.

For whatever reason, this tragedy has touched me deeply in my soul. Perhaps in part it is the precious burden of intercession. I realize it's a gift to feel the heart of Jesus, not just know it. In saying yes to the emotions of God, not just the cerebral things, you partake in the fellowship of suffering as well as the glory. But perhaps the other part would be that it's devastating to lose, period. Loss is just plain painful. 10 priceless children and one beautiful bride lost something/someone very valuable today. And yet we say, 'Blessed be the name of the LORD! Who gives and takes away!' Surely, there is pain in this offering tonight.

Watching the IHOP web stream I have seen/felt the complexity of grieving intertwined with raw praise unto a good God who's always good though hard to fathom. I believe there are tears mingled with the wine tonight in Kansas City and for many who touch IHOP-KC. I feel we have lost a father today and yet I say I trust You, Father.